

I can't believe next year Savanna will be gone all day in kindergarten. I know my days will zoom by, like they already do, but I hate to think this is my last baby at home. It just cant be!
I've always enjoyed being at home with my babies. I'm not one to go stir crazy going to parks, watching cartoons or coloring. I even miss the phase of multiple baths during the day just because they wanted to play with shaving cream. Long walks or runs with the stroller hoping they would fall asleep; and actually stay asleep for an extended amount of time. People have always told me to enjoy them when they are little because it goes by so fast. I know that I have but I just don't want it to end.
The realization of the speed of a lifetime is so scary to me. What haven't I done yet? What will I regret later? I have noticed just in the past few months that the best things are not planned. Some things are meant to be.



